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oh man, i’m so lost
i wanna write stories. i wanna study archaeology and gender studies and movies history and sociology. i wanna make videos. i wanna learn animation and how to crochet. i wanna open a little shop of upcycled/thrifted vintage clothes. i wanna be a bartender and make cool drinks. i wanna design houses and interiors. i wanna build bridges. i wanna be an artist and travel and paint mountains and lakes and sheep. i wanna make cheese on an isolated island. i wanna open my own makeup brand. i wanna be a scientist. i wanna know what rocket science is. i wanna be an astronaut.
and. so. much. more.
but my brainfucked self blames capitalism. i’m so fucking materialistic that my goals for the foreseeable future focus only on the career that will make good money. i kinda like what i’m doing and learning now, but i wish i could do more without thinking how to survive.
i wanna write stories. i wanna study archaeology and gender studies and movies history and sociology. i wanna make videos. i wanna learn animation and how to crochet. i wanna open a little shop of upcycled/thrifted vintage clothes. i wanna be a bartender and make cool drinks. i wanna design houses and interiors. i wanna build bridges. i wanna be an artist and travel and paint mountains and lakes and sheep. i wanna make cheese on an isolated island. i wanna open my own makeup brand. i wanna be a scientist. i wanna know what rocket science is. i wanna be an astronaut.
and. so. much. more.
but my brainfucked self blames capitalism. i’m so fucking materialistic that my goals for the foreseeable future focus only on the career that will make good money. i kinda like what i’m doing and learning now, but i wish i could do more without thinking how to survive.